Mac knew the Judge took pride in not showing what he was thinking. It helped to keep a poker face when you were a federal judge. He also noticed that ...e looked much older than the last time he had seen him. He looked pale, even frail. It was somewhat of a shock. The Judge had always been a big, strong man and he was rarely sick. Mac could see his hand tremble slightly as he took a drink. He suddenly realized that the Judge looked ill."Mac, I'm sitting on a big case that involves the RICO Act. ” Mao didn’t hesitate to answer.“Come on, that is an act. You can’t tell me there are no rivalries and fights in your group. You got a real Sojonit, with a killer bod.Then there is perhaps the hottest looking girl aboard the Devi with your Saran girl and several human males that should cause friction.”Mao shrugged. “Except for Eric busting a chair over Har-Hi’s back and the resulting fight there is no rivalry or jealousy.“You say you had no quarrels, no fights the entire time?”“None Sir.” Hans. I just need some time to be alone for a while. I'll keep writing in here, though because this does make me feel better.Nobody want's to hear me go on and on about the past. I can deal with her loss by myself. I'm just glad the kids aren't here to see me.Journal Entry Number Eight:Something's off, and I'm starting to get weirded out. The bright light I keep seeing is getting harsher, and I'm still having serious migraines. Sitting in the dark helps, but I'm feeling weak and really out of. .or tow or three!”We were still giggling as we walked, arm in arm, into the lounge where the cocktail party was in full swing.And then a hush settled over the room. Everyone was looking at us. I suddenly noticed that Michelle had moved to the side...disappeared so to speak! There I stood, everyone looking at me. Mouths hanging open. I could swear I saw drool dripping from the mouths of some of the guys! Well, if that's the way it's going to be, I can play the game.I slowly looked over the room,.