How many times had I done the exact samething to Chlo?? I felt my inner lips, completely covered in fluid now,and I slid my finger up and down inside ...f them. It was incredible, somuch different than before, when I had had no source of lubrication. Itook a small breath and moved my hand to the base of my inner lips, andthen I crooked my middle finger and pushed it up where I knew it wouldgo: inside me. Right up to the second knuckle, inside my own vagina. Iclosed my eyes at the sensation; I. You certainly earned happiness. Don't ever forget that I love you."Just like that, my lover was transformed into my friend.Colleen was more difficult. Later that night, after Rebecca and I had 'the talk, ' Colleen snuck into my bed for going away sex. She came to me naked, with no pretenses. It was her intention to get really and truly laid. And she did. Our sex was energetic, but too close to meaningless, which surprised me, given my fondness for her.Breaking up is hard on both parties, but. .that's right, I like my bitch to resist me a little. I tried to speak '...NNNNN no, Daniel, I want to go...' Daniel say to me '...sure you can go, just as soon I bust a nutt or two... Daniel reached down and pulled my shorts out of my pants and lifted them up, I started to resist only to hear Daniel say '...you gonna get naked one way or the other, let me undress you, you pull your clothes off or I tear them off, but you gonna get naked by the time I count to ten...one...two...three...' I got. Some of the nurses and an elderly man who was some kind of priest tried to talk to me, but I wouldn't let them. I didn't want to talk to anyone; I just wanted to be left alone. I cried a lot and I think I slept some. Eventually a middle-aged motherly looking woman showed up and tried to talk to me. I ignored her too. She talked to the nurses a lot and then to a doctor and then she finally came and told me that she was going to take me away. Then I really cried. I cried and I screamed and I even.