Sometimes I wonder if he didn't..." You're just jealous. You still hate Jonny because of what happened to Peter," Traci screamed, turning her back on ...er sister unable to believe Mandy's tale.Mandy put her hand on Traci's shoulder. Traci shrugged it away. "That's not it at all, Traci. I never liked Jonny. But I wouldn't accuse him of this if I weren't sure. He's a dangerous man. Please tell me you will stay away from him for a while." No way!" Traci shrieked. "He's mine. You just leave us. I was a better hunter than he was; I killed more deer. It always made him upset,” Robin replied.“Maybe you should go deer hunting with my Dad. He goes a lot and I know there are deer where he goes but he never gets one,” I said.“Ask him if he would like a hunting partner, I miss the outdoors!” she replied.“What about you, Phil?”“I’m not into guns - never shot one - but I will come to watch just for the heck of it.”“I have seen you compete at sports. I bet if you did some trap or skeet, you. So we got to Amarillo and started trying to find our motel, which was right on I-40, I got us checked in, and Mark was having problems, it seems he didn't make reservations, and they had no more rooms. I told him the back seat of the car would be pretty comfortable for him, but Carrie had to interrupt and imply that he would stay in our room! I just shook my head again. We unloaded our over night cases, and went to the room, it was already pretty late. When we got to the room, Mark made it. For a few minutes I imagined having a real relationship for once in my life. Cameron and I got along tremendously, and the sex had been extraordinary. But my delusions only lasted for a few seconds before my brain returned to normal. To me, monogamy was the scariest word in the English language. The thought of not being able to have sex when I wanted, with whomever I wanted frightened me. Then a thought occurred that frightened me even more. What if I wasn't able to get out of this situation.