“But no one forced me into a mold. Or Marcus. Or Myra. Or anyone else back home. And you two are just the proof that the Trainers know jack shit. Yo...’re no Ruler,” he pulled Xavier close to kiss his cheek. “I suppose the Trainers didn’t teach you to moan so nicely when I take you.”Xavier wanted to open his mouth to protest, but Ayn continued, pointing the finger at Cory this time around.“And you, what kind of servant are you? Going to and fro through the desert, getting everyone hot and. What was the matter with me? Ten minutes ago I was angry, now I was getting an erection. Surely it was perverse to get a hard-on at the thought of what my future wife might have been doing with Ray some four years earlier. It may have been perverse, but there was no denying it was very erotic, and erotic enough for me to want her to do it again."Do you still want to go upstairs to him, Clare?"She actually blushed. "I already told you it was a stupid idea."There was a certain irony in the. Now she was frowning a little bit ... worried.“Oh yes.” I said. “I wish it could happen a lot.”“Really? With your mother?” she asked. Then she looked like she wished she hadn’t reminded me it had been with my mother. She looked more worried.All my life I had been taught the nicest thing you could say to someone. I had been taught it was important to say those words, because people needed to hear them. So in my young mind, those words had a special power. I said them now.“I love you Mom.”I could. You won't help?" Help? Sure I'll help. I've give you some advice. Dump the thing. Get rid of it." An ... an ... abortion?" Unless you want to be saddled with a kid for the rest of your life!" I ... I just couldn't." Suit yourself but you aren't going to hang this around my neck or any of the other guys either. You do what you want, but leave us out of it! Now get the hell away from me!"Finally in desperation Mom told her parents who reacted just as you would expect. They called her a whore and.