Somewhere along the way, I stopped being thankful for what I already had. What I wanted, suddenly started to seem more important to me than it was bef...re. I started confusing my wanting things, with my needing them." Mama is going to be hurt by you deciding not to go to college. She's been counting on you going off to school, and then coming back home, for weekends, and vacations." I've got to go, Joyce. Give my love to all those other X's."I spoke to people on the phone. I had specifically. “Upstairs, first door on the right, strip and I will be up in a minute.”Will walked up the stairs and stepped into the room, which was occupied by a king size bed, a nightstand, a dresser…and a mirror on the ceiling directly over the bed. This was a first for Will and he was not sure he liked the idea of being able to watch himself being fucked or fucking. He quickly took off his tee shirt and folded it up, putting it on a chair he saw by the dresser. After kicking off his shoes, he unfastened. Old Jed the only worker now, greeted them as he herded a calf towards a box in the courtyard, they had known him for years, appearing at the farm every day, winter and summer, on his trusty old bike, from his cottage at the other end of the farm where he and his wife have lived seemingly for ever. Mother tapped the door then in they went, the big warm kitchen, with its wood burning oven and the huge table, homely and welcoming just as it had always been. Ellie a younger version of her older. "All clear," Hairball called out. "Same distance, same track is showing." Lupe, blow a latrine hole with a burst and let's get on with our day," Gavril said, letting himself down. Even to take a pee, one man always stood by with a rifle at the ready. No one wanted to lose his dick first thing in the morning to a carnivorous flower. After eating, the men coated their necks, face and hands with mud from the jungle floor. The dried muck kept most of the insects from biting.Once toilets and food.