. how sick I was." His emotions were so strong that tears ran down his face."Then, when Leon came to work for me and we saw that woman and he mentione... to me how much he like big women, everything suddenly changed. It was like he was able to read my thoughts, like he knew what I was feeling. Suddenly the possibilities of this became real to me... all too real. I began to fear something like this might happen. And fear that they might not happen. I felt torn and conflicted, I wanted it and I was. Once I got it, I turned back to him as if this were just a casual conversation. "I take it she expressed an interest and you think I'm invading on your territory?" He looked at me strangely. This didn't seem to be playing out like he had originally planned."Yeah," he replied, sounding less sure of himself. "Leave her alone or you'll be sorry," he reemphasized, trying to reassert his dominance."Well, thanks for letting me know she's interested," I replied to his threat in a pleasant voice and a. Also, I had discovered online porn recently and had easilyfigured out how to not leave any trace for mom to find when sheperiodically checked the sites I was visiting. Looking at the pictures,and the videos, made me finally realize that there was somethingmissing in my life.I could not talk to a girl unless she talked to me first. I'd hadexactly one date in my whole life and that was with my cousin, Lucille,when her family visited ours last Christmas. And that was a humiliatingexperience that I. "Kate coughed, and the Gunny simply grinned at her.11:40 Saturday, September 7th, 1991Cable Car Museum1201 Mason StreetSan Francisco, CAWhen they'd driven down Lombard Street, Lynne and Robert had laughed about being in The Streets of San Francisco. They'd made appreciative noises about being at Haight and Ashbury, too.Lenore drove the van to the parking lot on Steuart Street, where Sandy had parked the big diesel pickup only two months before. Was it just that short a time ago? Lenore thought..