I'll bite." I started. "What did I do?" You didn't do anything, boss." Ivan said. "We just wanted to, to, you know..." To what?" To know if you're goi...g to fuck Vanni today." Yann blurted out. "You've made him wait an extra week, which is just cruel."I thought about it. Lorraine got married on the 7th; today was the 15th. Giovanni had been a roller coaster - sometime he was cheerful and chipper and at others he was ill-tempered. I would have called the whole thing off, but then I would see that. He told me to stop jerking for a minute and once I removed my hand he bent down and took my cock into his mouth and sucked and licked me. When he let my cock out he asked if I had liked that and I told him yes very much. Carry on jerking slowly he told me and as I did so he moved to the side of my head and kissed me passionately. I loved his tongue licking the inside of my mouth so I returned his kiss.We parted and I began jerking faster and shortly after I spurted my second load for him again. He moved his finger all the way in my ass this time, moving it around until I thought I was going to explode. “God I need that fat cock in my cunt, fuck me please….fuck me!” I thought. Like he was reading my mind he stopped eating me out and he lay down on the bed. His cock was rock hard and seamed bigger now. I straddled his wonderful looking tool and slowly lowered my very wet pussy, no my very wet juicy fuck hole, down over his waiting cock. Normally the thickness of Dick’s cock opening up. This means I get out of the house evenless and has increased the feeling of being trapped.Over the last couple of years the feelings have got worse untilrecently I have started, secretly on a hormone regime, for comfort asmuch as anything. Hence, one of the reasons for losing weight.I was probably kidding myself that I was taking them for comfort. Itobviously went much deeper and was probably a subconscious desire tochange gender.I started on hormones in September 1993, when I obtained ten.