Sumati looked totally different because of crying and widow dress. When I looked at her, I could not hold myself but cry out a loud.Two three gents ca...e inside and tried to console me. They advised me to become strong, telling me that because you have to now take care of Sumati and her family. After some time they arranged for my bath. Everybody dispersed. At that time a woman in Punjabi dressed entered the house and fared Namaste to Sumati. She sat there; her eyes were filled with tears she. I decided to take the job and start immediately full time against mother's wishes. I told mom about the opportunity countless times but she disregarded my sales pitch on each occasion. I think mom's biggest problem with the job was that I would be moving out of the house. She said, "moving out was not an option since your father's death." "You have to be the man of the house" mom would say to me while trying her best to have me abide by her wishes.I called in a few favors from a couple of. ..are your purpose...to become theperfect slave to me!!"I know you well, slavegirl...as you want this so at times, then you feeltrapped...and like a wild animal, you have to get away at any cost, butthen...you come back...because you want, but it's much more than just a"want"...without it you would suredly die...for I am more than justa part ofyou...I am your life...and you know I know that, so you want it as I can giveit to you...as you won't take it from anyone else, could never imagine. Mai kuch nahi bola. Aunty ne b kuch nahi kaha thodi der baad aunty nahane chali gayi aur thodi der baad aunty ki awaaz aayi rao mera towel dena mai bhul gayi aaj mujhe laga aaj to lagta hai kaam bann gaya mai aunty ko towel dene gaya par aunty ne pura gate nahi khola aur bahar apna haath nikal kar le liya. Thodi der baad jab aunty bathroom se bahar aayi aur baal pochne lagi.Mai khud par control nahi kar paa raha tha maine himmat kar k aunty se kaha aunty agar aapko kal raat k incident k baare.