No.. Anything but that pls Kuya” she said angrily“So i will tell mom and dad when the came back home”“No ..no pls kuya ill do anything but tha...” she said“O.k. Why you dont want me to fuck you?” i said loudly“Bec..because im still a virgin… And i want my first time to be my husband i dont even let my bf touch me” she explain while blushing“O.k. Sis i wont fuck you anymore i respect that but you still do me a favor..”i said“Yes i know ill do anything…”she said a little bit nervous“O.k. I wont. Rachel and Ihad really connected as we accepted this was a chance to really hunkerdown and make things work. Just us, together, the outside world like aplanet far away.We had agreed to be really honest, to explore all our feelings andafter that extra glass of rose, I just felt the layers falling away,the key to the lock of my inner mind and turmoil being gently opened.She listened carefully and encouraged me as I recalled those feelingsof totally emptiness back when I just a boy. Blushing. The mail came one day and in it a wedding invitation – Cindy's. With blurred eyes I could barely read it. I did note it was going to be a small civil ceremony and not in her home town but in the city across the country where she was employed.I felt totally crushed and a rage quickly built into an inferno that was quickly doused by overwhelming despair. In a numb fog I saddled two pack horses and my horse as my parents mutely helped me with dejected, down cast looks upon their own faces. Just. Part of her liked being aplaything. But when he'd called out someone else's name...Tawdry. The word had come up in English earlier that day. She couldn'tstop thinking about that word as she straightened herself out.***Heather faked a migraine and ditched school at lunch. She needed totake Tim to get his new suit and she wanted to get more work done onFaye's dress. By the time she pulled up to Cheepskates, she knew shewas going to have to tell him. She was glad she was doing it instead ofBobbie.