Ich keuchte bald heftig und als ich diesmal kam, biss ich mir in den Handballen und fühlte warme, ruckhafte Erlösung, als ich die Wandfliesen verzie...te ohne an irgendetwas zu denken. Als ich ein paar Augenblicke später wieder Herr meiner Sinne war, atmete ich tief durch und nahm befreit lächelnd noch einmal das Duschbad zur Hand. Kurz darauf war ich abgetrocknet und fühlte mich wieder frisch und erholt. Ich hob die Hand zur Türklinke und erstarrte. Die Tür stand einen Spalt offen. Hatte ich die. I'll check into it okay?"Without hesitation, "Okay mom. That'll be great!"I knew what she meant, girls are smooth while boys have somethingdifferent. Dressing as a girl was all new for me, but I liked the way Ilooked and the other girls liked me as a girl too, so why not! There wasnot one thing about it that I did not like, and it certainly wasn'tsexual! But if I wanted to go swimming with the girls I needed to besmooth like them or go as a boy. Later that night mom came in my room, asmile on. Then we ordered me go and get dressed up so I went to bathroom and stared getting dresses.I got totally naked and stared wearing a padded bra which fitted me well than I wore a matching red colour panty which feels so soft and awesome. I inserted fake boobs into my bra and that gave me a real look alike boobs size and I wore saree. It fitted me well and my body is a bit hairy so he wanted me to be hairy so I didn’t shave my body just shaved my faced and I put up all the makeup and cosmetics and. You were just this presence that whenever you turned up in the library or were in the bar after one of your games, wherever you were people orbited about you and I felt the same gravity pulling me in. You just had a warmth that you spread and when we spoke it was almost as if what I said was the most important thing to you and if it was a problem you would do your utmost to help fix it. Above all else, while I was basking in your warmth, I felt safe, it was like a forcefield around me,.