Freely stroking myself in front of her, as if no one was there, I felt so alive. At first we both casually watched the TV while we went at ourselves, ...ntil I looked over and politely asked if she wouldn't mind taking off her shirt. With a sly smile, I told her I wanted to steal some glances at her too if that was okay. That was the rock that broke the floodgates, as she stood up and promptly took off her shirt and bra. She then pushed her chair so it was facing me and started telling me how hot. It was an interesting gun. It was my first double action semi auto. He was looking in the mirror and did not notice. I never could attack one that did not know I was coming. I yelled his name,.’Hey, bottom feeder, you piece of dog shit’. He looked at me, and I shot him through the left eye, and as he reeled backward, put one in the back of his skull, and as he fell I got another off to his temple before he hit the floor. In an absolutely desperate cold sweat I jumped up, on my feet in one. Of course, I'd love to play in the pantydrawer and see what intimates she wore and then maybe we would make lovebut it all still has a lot to do with her clothes.So, I agreed to go out with Jack, but I told his mother that he had toask me out this time. I mean, I had to have my brother ask Jack to ask meout. It was like pulling teeth. This time, Jack's mother told me hewanted to ask me out but didn't want to be rejected. I told her that Iwouldn't say no, so he should ask me out. Of course. I was showing up to work hungover and barely getting my work done. My boss was understanding at first, but eventually, it was just plain inexcusable and I was let go.Feeling worse than ever, I called my best friend, Jill, and asked if I could stay with her for a few nights until I got myself a new place. I told her there was an issue at my apartment, but it was really nothing more than not wanting to be alone anymore. I knew I couldn’t drink like that staying with her and her family, so it was.