He was still torn about even looking; he had never even thought about her this way before, and the fact was that she was his sister. But he couldn't ...elp himself and he watched, wide-eyed and with an interest he never thought he'd have, as her hands slowly slid up and down her raised leg. From his position, he had a clear view of the whole back of her leg all the way up to where her inner thigh met with her bathing suit, and he found himself hoping the tiny suit would inch its way over and. She ran her hand over it a few times and then began to jerk it off, spitting on her hand a few times."I've never really done this, but figured it must be easy huh?" She smiled.She watched it intently as she glided her hand over him. "I never really got into the oral thing before, I did it, but I didn't like it. But now I can see why girls might like to just touch and lick and play. I didn't like gagging when he tried to force it. I can see it growing and throbbing. I bet it hurts you like my. As he sobbed he uttered half intelligible words like, sorry, ashamed, foolish all were repeated over and over.I watched him like i might a sad TV programme. I felt for him in his anguish. My eyes moistened. Tears ran down my cheeks too. My mascara must have run at that point because when I freshened up later I saw the tell tale black smudging down my cheeks.He saw my tears, and that set him off again... he repeated that he was ‘so, so sorry for everything.’He wanted to make it right, if only i. ” I was feeling a little relief telling her about this. I as we continued the story, I loosened up and let out a few more details. She was a good friend and didn’t make me feel bad, even though I deserved it. The more we talked, the more it felt like just a crazy thing that happened because of the drug and not an act of betrayal.I even told her about how they finished on my face minutes before Jason came home! She thought that was pretty funny. As we talked, I kept telling her more and more -.