Surprisingly, I did not feel at all self conscious about what had just happened. The theory is that you have to get used to coming this way; that is, ...ou have to get used to expelling something when you come. By letting go, I had prepared myself for the next stage.We repeated this a few more times over the next few weeks. After doing this in the bathtub, I was ready to move on to the bed. We took off the sheets and put a shower curtain and towels on the bed that we planned to dispose of. "Are you sure?"Jas gave her a peck on the cheek. "Yeah come back to my place we willhave a girl's night."Cindy scoffed, "Yeah right a girl's night, jeez you're a dirty bitch."The others broke into laughter but I was worried and maybe a littlejealous.When I got home, Sandy looked distressed. "Have you seen Mollytonight?"I nodded. "Yeah she called in at practice." She and April had a big fight, Molly stormed off and April is worriedbecause she hasn't come home and won't answer her phone." Yeah. . Did you just say that? Paul was great, too and I liked him the first day he delivered our meals. It was about eight thirty before we all slipped into the tub. Before going out there, Charlene had instructed us to wear suits. As time passed, we'd try to get Amanda broken in.I stopped by the den and asked her to join us if she felt like it. She said, "Are you sure? I don't want to break up your party." It's a school night, so we won't have much of a party. We get wild on the weekends. Join us. "I could feel the heat between my legs. I put on a shy innocent act and said, "Well if you really want me to stay, I guess I can."At this point John came over and took me by the arm and Janet took my other arm and they lead me to their bedroom. Once in the bedroom Janet began kissing John. As they were kissing John signaled me to join them. It started out with John alternately kissing me then Janet and slowly evolved to Janet kissing me and then John kissing me then I kissed Janet.While Janet.