It seems too much now that I can ever learn, but was it not the same when first I picked up spear, when first I took sling to my hand? It is not right...that Linda must give all money for our living, but is it not worse yet if I cease my learning too soon so that I may never make proper part in getting this money that is so important in this place?For now I have my work, I realize, but that work is to learn. It is hard to make work for no gain that may be valued by others, but it is what I must. Moreover, by now it should have been photographed and videoed numerous times with its white face properly in Black asses while conspicuously and shamelessly licking Black assholes clean, and those images have been widely posted on the Internet and can never be called back. it is a widely seen and known naked filthy white pig for Superior Blacks.it will make excuses to itself. it will tell itself that its white racist friends, white racist relatives, and white racist acquaintances don’t look at. We are still wet from the Jacuzzi and I tell you that it is my turn to please you. I push you backwards on the bed onto your back, and tie your wrists gently to the bedposts. Then I gently tie your ankles to the bottom bedposts. You hate not being in control, and I love to see you this way. I take out my feather from my bag and softly stroke your entire body with it. I move up and softly kiss your lips, your neck, then I slowly inch my way down your body, not missing a single inch. I move my. A big one.“Johnny?” I said with a bit of anger in my voice.“It's okay,” Johnny replied waving his hand. Now I was worried. This apartment was killing us, rent wise. Plus the two cars. As well as my student loan. I sat on the couch since Johnny had taken the only single seat.“How much is the bet?” I asked.No answer. They looked at each other.“That big, huh?” I shook my head. “It's okay, it's the fourth quarter and we have the ball,” Johnny said.I knew enough about football to know that the game.