"You mean like, if I get three free drinks at the McDonald's from that perv boy, but you just get a free pack of gum from that geezer at the CVS, I wi...?" No, well, maybe," Elissa grinned. "But I won't be going after free soda or free gum, are you kidding? One free CD would be worth more than a dozen sodas!" So it's based on the value of the things?" Amy asked.Elissa nodded.Amy started thinking about a porn story she'd read, where the teenage heroine got a free pair of black open-toed pumps. One lunchtime I came back from the Chemist with a new bottle of eardrops in one of those small blue grass ridged bottles, when an ugly though ran through my mine but in my defence I was desperate."Look what I have here," I said holding up the blue glass bottle so that June could see. We were alone in the small kitchen where we make our tea."What?" she said off hand not really looking."This my lovely is one of those 'date rape' drugs," I said, that got her attention fast."What." She said again. In time Acou comes to my mind again. I tell Kitik of him, of how he calls himself Lone One instead of his name and how he swims always alone. Kitik knows the story of Acou and is sad for him, but he is glad for me that I know my father even only for short.Kitik shows me the place where we are. I think it is a good place but it is very small, and there is land and the rock-weed that is all around us. There is only the way I come, and I am not sure I could go out in that way. I do not like to. She still had a nice figure and, to be honest, didn’t go without, after all she has always been a very sexy woman. I lost my virginity on my sixteenth birthday and have never looked back. I had never looked at Mom sexually, but one morning when I knocked on her door, and went straight in as usual, I found her lying on the bed naked and masturbating. Whether she had heard me I don’t know but she apologized and I said, “It’s alright, I don’t mind, everyone does it.” I couldn’t avoid looking at.