I mean boy." Oh call me your girl, please. I feel like your girl, and please hug me."They were soon in a hard embrace, the teacher's hands wandering u...derneathCorey's coat and blouse, onto his slender body, caressing feverishly theboy's smooth, soft body. "Oh, my sweet Corey. My sweet girl."Their lips met, first gently, hardly touching, but suddenly in wet fullpressing kisses. Corey had never kissed anyone before like this, and hesoon felt the sensation of Mr. Mathias' tongue entering his. The hotel happened to be near by where I lived and he asked if i want to come to his room on the condition, that I would be wearing blindfolds all the time so I didn’t see him. After som nice dirty chat I decided to go I walked into the hotel lobby pretended I knew the place and walked straight to the elevator. Found his room number and nocked quietly on the door. As agreed, I turned around to face the wall on the other side so when he opened the door, he could put the blindfolds on me without. I noticed the light on my table blinking as the drunken salaryman finished his song, informing me that I was next. I walked up towards the stage; the DJ announced my name and the song I was about to sing (Neil Diamond's "Holly Holy" if you must know, it's my usual warm-up song) when I looked up at her looking at me. Luckily, I know the song well enough to finish it without breaking eye contact with this beautiful lady. As I finished, I noticed her light blinking and decided to listen very. But ifyou do exist, or if God exists please hear me please. Maybe I was verybad and I deserve all of this and If this is some punishment for what Ihave done can you please help me understand. I do not know if you evenknow me or if you have forgotten me. All I want for Christmas is to beallowed to be a boy again. I want my mommy to love me like she used to. In case you don't know whoI am, I am Jason, eleven year old boy. I am not a girl. Last Christmas,You gave me just dresses and girls panties.