We knew each othr but not on a friendship basis. "Taylor, what are you doing in here girl" she asked. I was caught. I couldn't think of a excuse to gi...e her. Now its known that Amber was bisexual and she ew I was too. I looked at her and said "Amber, I just wanted to "..then I couldn't speak. "Wanted to what" she asked " I just wanted to shower with the cheerleaders, its been a fantasy of mine for a long time"I stood there waiting for her to tell me to leave. Then, to my surprise she laughed. Sam wrote back to his brother that same night and put the letter personally on the Butterfield Stage heading out of town in the direction of the southern border.It was a brief missive, but the primary context was that it was far too soon to attempt a return to the valley because the State people were still doing their “investigating” meaning they spent most of their time either in the saloon sucking up good booze or upstairs over at the House of Joy getting acquainted up close and personal with. Becky, Heather and Max were surprised. I wasembarrassed, but they made light of it. They said that this is the 5thlayout they have done for Play-Trans and I was the first one to comeback with a woody. They had by now gotten my robe; they also picked outthe next outfit, a red corset with matching panties and stockings. Atthis time Seth came in to see how it was going and following along withhim was a video crew. Seth explained that they also shoot DVD's of the photo shoots. I wassurprised. " He felt a pressure building up inside of him. "I haven't even gone to a fucking Homecoming dance, because you felt that I'd get into trouble. When every parent in this neighborhood wishes they had a kid like me." The pressure was building inside his head. Years of rage were being let out. "You want to beat me, Dad? Want to hit me? Why don't you break my arm again, huh, Dad, like in the sixth grade when I didn't make my bed well enough?" The words were flung out like bullets as he released his.