’ With a wink he added, ‘Especially now I’ve seen all of you.’ Not being able to help herself, she felt her body flush with embarrassment and ...etreated. Stepping out of the tub, she retrieved her tunic and shrugged it over herself. It provided at least a little barrier and protection from his hungry looks. It did nothing however, about his irritatingly cocky attitude. Weary and annoyed by her disturbance, she sat on the only chair furnishing the room and glared his way. ‘You’re here, you want. I think they're amazing women. But in the end for a few bucks they let men demean them and look at men as money. They can't have much respect for us. Even dancing, the leering, the teasing..." Joe..." I'm sorry. Running clears my head. I could use it right now. Whatever I say, know I love you with all my heart." And Marianne and Mary?" I love them too, Marling. Not as much obviously. I probably could survive intact without them." Okay Joe. I'll probably be asleep when you get back." I won't. I inform the men in the room that you are tied to the rail and available for their use. One after another, some of the party goers head out to the balcony and take turns fucking you as I watch from a chair in the living room. You can’t see who is fucking you. The lights from the room make it so when you turn to look all you can see is a dark silhouette. Black, white, Hispanic, young and old, they all take their turns. They grip your hips and pull you onto their cocks and fuck you. There were some girls too, and that’s where my troubles started . Take Greg for instance, he was my first, I was 17 and he was 21. He took his time and it was about 6 weeks before we actually made love in the back of his small van, though we had fooled around a bit before that starting with just kissing and him rubbing my tits through my jumper, to hands inside of jumper feeling my tits, it made me feel excited and wanting more. One night he put my hand on the front of his trousers, and I could.