One guy stayed behind to get my ID as first responder. I heard the radio chatter over the sound of the siren as the crew called in the call. The sound...faded in the distance as the guy who took my information headed for the fire-truck for a ride back to his crew. I sighed, coming down from the adrenalin hit. Now I hurt all over. This is why I got out of the business--the toll it takes on your body. It's a young man's game. I picked up the girl's bike and rolled it over to the bench I keep. When you awake, I say to you. "Hello." You jump up and curl up to the back of the bed. "No. I am here to hurt you not." I say, assuring your safety. "Who....who are you?" You ask sheepishly. "I am Commander Feanaur Dur Ithil-Hir of the Sith fleet stationed on Hoth." I answer. "I am the Leading Officer at this base and the second in command to Darth Malak, who serves the Emperor of the Imperial Command." "Are...are you a Jedi." You ask. "I am." I answer. "And, now it is my turn. Who. I wanted to tell you about our affair and write about the first time as it was so intense. I'd caught him looking at me differently and he had watched me in the shower but didn't know that I had seen him, I had masturbated letting him watch it was a major turn on especially when he started to wank I found myself wanting him. I tried to ignore how I was feeling and tried not to do anything else to bring on another situation, but it was so hard as he kept looking at me more and sitting with me. "I am not going to make this decision; I will not make it easy on your soul. I know that if you do as you propose, some of the blame will fall on me but I am not likely to take a decision of who lives and who dies. As to taking a life away, that is your decision. I agree that when I slept with Liz I crossed the line that is set for decent behavior and family but it was a mistake that millions of people make and no one dies over it. I should not have a moment's peace from this day just knowing.