This was about 2 years after I had first discovered the Taboo videos. She came in and asked if she could talk to me. She then sat on the side of my be... and I turned on the bedside lamp and sat up (me under the sheet, her on top of it). She was wearing a low cut turquoise silk slip that came down to the top of her thighs. She had kind of a starry look in her eyes and she was rambling about just general stuff, about me growing up and stuff. The way she was leaning I could see her tits hanging. * * *"You ought to go easy with that..."I looked up. Mark was staring at me as I poured out another shot oftequila, my hands shaking so badly that I spilled as much of the potentamber liquid onto the kitchen table as I did in my glass.I was crying. I couldn't remember the last time I cried. Not since I wasa kid.I just looked at Mark as I lifted the glass and knocked back anothershot, wincing. No salt. No lime. Just tequila and the hope for whateverrelief it might bring me.I looked. Like me, Kurt was wearing only a t-shirt and a pair of shorts and now I got to meet him too. He was in Lena's age, it turned out later that he was 45 and Lena 47, but he was a very handsome man with almost gray hair despite his age.He also hugged me, but not as tightly as Lena and I felt strange about this immediate proximity that my employers showed me, but I felt happy that they clearly showed their appreciation to me.I should probably explain here that I grew up in a home without almost any. Well, He said with a chuckle, I am. Why are you so angry at me? She asked. Besides the fact that you slapped me? Yes, She said as she lowered her eyes behind her black lashes, Besides that. I, He explained, Gave you that necklace, and then you just treated me like shit- It was a gift! She cried. Nothing is ever free! He shouted, You have t earn that! You have to earn me! She went silent, because she knew that it was true. The world was/is not a womans world, and her only way to success would be.