She took me up to bed, and returned down stairs.The next morning I woke up Julie was lying besides me, I asked what had happened, she said I would hav... to wait until the evening to find out.That day seemed to last forever, wondering what had happened. That evening came, we went to bed, She told me. The previous week when Justin had stayed, she was making up his bed on the living room floor, when he flopped he tits out and had a good fondle of them. That was why she knew he wanted to fuck her.. I got off the toilet, after I had cried for a while, and still naked, walked over by Donnie's bed. The sheets with all the stains. I wanted some damn stains on me! He had a little table next to his bed. I thought for a minute about whether he would be back soon, and then I decided I didn't care. He had told me he had no condoms, but when I opened the drawer of the little table, there were so many. What was he doing? After I found his collection of forty or fifty, I was not only furious, I began. The fear was constant in the initial outings, but over time it gave way to adrenaline, the desire for exploration. One night I dared to go around the block. Another time a black wagon pulled up in front of my house. Instead of running around (which was what I always did when something like this happened), I started stroking myself. I imagine that the man inside the car masturbated. But he did not do more. Until it happened. That night I got out of bed at two in the morning, loaded my backpack. We hid on the edge of a hill overlooking the magical coastal rock formations of Big Sur becoming lit by stars and a full moon just rising in the East and casting moon shadows on the formations."Hmm?" I answered, absently stroking her smooth, naked thigh.Immediately after sunset we had flung away the picnic food off the large blanket and tore off our clothing and kissed a three way kiss with tongues hovering within the triangle of lips. Holding down my arms to prevent any return fondling, Molly.