Captain Dildo actually will be visiting each of his crew in their home. He knows how old I am and me having a thirteen year old dependent would genera...e too many questions.”“Yet, you don’t worry about the same questions being generated about me,” I said calmly as I continued to console my sister.“Mark,” Jessica whined. “You don’t know what the man is like. He expects all of his crew to complete their sleep training in ten days. At least for their primary duties. He has already started giving. After i got dressed and went to the kitchen and fixed a nice meal i grabbed some cans of beer and sat down on the couch and started surfing through the TV channels it was around 11 pm i had my diner and headed towards my room and on to my bed because the next day was saturday and my best friend was coming over to spend the entire day with me when i was in bed and coveredup i was thinking what would it feel if i was a sexy hot girl and when my friend would come over to spend the entire day with. ’ My mother spoke to me in the same voice she always did. Her tone never wavered and her posture was that of stone. No one, not even myself, could ever know what emotions she was harboring by the sight or sound of her. ‘What is it Mother?’ ‘My daughter, I can tell by your fighting spirit. You’ve added a certain passion. Can I assume this means your encounter with Grant Chambers went well?’ How did she know I was on a date? Apparently I am not made of marble because she read my mind based solely. I wokeup each morning with that thought and went to sleep with it still on mymind. Naturally, this constant desire led me to my first adolescentattempt at crossdressing. I wanted to "see" what I looked like dressedas a girl and how feminine clothing would actually feel against myskin.When Aunt Karen was out, I would go up to our attic, where I haddiscovered my Grandmother's old steamer trunk and play dress up. Theclothes, in the large trunk, were mostly old style dresses and gown's,some.