An alcoholic drink before, a perfect sailing day, the warmth, in short, I was high-spirited. A quick look around. Half a dozen joggers or so ran along...the beach. Mostly guys, one woman only. She wore a tight black bustier to keep her big tits in check. Yet they bounced happily up and down, a joy to look at. But no one paid any attention to her. All the better, I thought.Two elderly guys stood naked in the water in front of the furthest sandbank enjoying the waves rolling in. Naked on this. As you might imagine, spending the remainder of mycollege years as a prancing, ballet dancing, impotent sissy did wondersfor my self-esteem.It was not until a few years after I graduated college that I threw thepills away and accepted who I was and lived openly. I decided if Iwanted to be swishy, I would, and screw anyone who said anything aboutit.I went to Derek's apartment after work on Friday. I parked in aneighborhood-parking garage and made my way over his apartment on footwith my bags. . " How did you get so smart? Well ... you do have a degree in psychology! She looked upward for a moment. "I'm sorry, God. I shouldn't have said You were cruel. I know You must have a plan about everything and I was wrong to question it. And I'm sorry if I've disappointed You in the way I've handled what You've thrown at me so far, but I've had a confusing life. I'll try to do better from now on! Thanks for listening!"She looked back at Charles. He was frowning as he grinned. "Is that how you. "No Jose, I want you to fuck me!" I said as I moved my ass back on his cock. "Please fuck me, I want you sooo bad!" I then reached behind and grabbed my ass, spreading my cheeks and hole for him. He grunted and pushed forward, sliding his head into me. I yelled out, "ahhhhhhh" and whimpered. It hurt bad and I bit a pillow on the bed. Jose slowly began moving the head of his cock in and out, letting my hole get used to the penetration. Pain turned to pleasure as I realized I had this gorgeous.