As I heard her feet running down the hall all I could think was 'Oh fuck!'The rest of the day dragged on. I kept alternating between thinking that it ...asn't over with Kate and accepting that I'd lost her. But what else could I have done? Was there any way to know for sure how she'd react.Kate stood me up after school and she wasn't at home when I called. I thought about going to her house but I knew that would probably only make things worse.Kate got a ride to school with her parents the next. "He is like two men struggling within one body, my wife. The one seeks to preserve; the other seeks to destroy. We have seen many who harbor such a conflict within themselves, the struggle between light and darkness. But this one, it is a wonder he has not already fallen into the black pit. He must be a strong one to cling to his waking days; to withstand such a terrible struggle." I fear he has done terrible things. He sought to take our granddaughter and her companions. He seeks the secret. But, in a while, I found out.You know, Bobby, we women are something special. Our bodies are so sensual, so, just so sexy. I was getting turned on watching the other women dance. I'm looking forward to having Trudy, Bobby.It was amateur night and they were having a dance contest. Bobby, I felt sorry for the other women. I mean, they were good looking and sexy but, none of them stood a chance of winning. Not with me there. Not with these tits and these legs. But you know it's more than just. We went inside the tent that had been assembled for the party on the back of the house, and we sat down at a table to eat, since we were all quite hungry. We ate, talked and laughed, for a couple of hours, and I began to feel completely at easy, forgetting my embarrassment, guilt and lack of panties. I was back at being a regular fifteen-year-old. Nathan and Marina decided to go talk with some of their cousins and I joined them but after a while, I felt left out listening to them talking about.