His music meant everything to me but he meant more, some people would call it obsessive but I wanted him badly, his perfect body, dark fluffy hair, ve...omous green eyes, the crooked teeth, the hypnotic voice, I wanted all of it to myself. ​After seven years I found out his address, it somehow slipped into my hands, the same night I got in my car and drove 300 miles to the given address, I didn't bother taking any clothes with me except what was on my back, it was to much hassle.​I arrived at the. Where Harry had no doubt there would be more goddamned politicking.CarolFor someone as empathic as Carol, the weddings tended to be on the overwhelming side. So much emotion, so many people.She smiled. Still, it was a chance to enjoy a party, and dance with her spouses ... including the new ones.“So, has this been everything you expected?” she asked Magda as they held each other, semi-waltzing across the dance floor.“Everything I expected in a wedding, yes. Everything I expected as far as. In fact the cheerleaders are supposed to be the football player’s private stock. I’ve heard enough stories from the other girls that it is clear to me that those guys are into macho games and really don’t care about us. Well – I’m not having any of that.’ She continued: ‘Ann had a whole lot of problems with those guys. Barb is second only to Ann, as the sweetest, most kind and gentle person that I know but even Barb has her limits. She was being hassled by one of them and went to the principal. The next day, I had my second panic attack. I'm just thankful that I wasn't driving. Well, I'm also thankful that I was alone, too. I was in the men's room at the trucking company. Even though I knew what it was, it was still terrifying. Our dispatcher noticed that there was something wrong right away, and despite my assurances that I was all right, he sent me home.Of course, Mary knew that something was wrong the moment she got home. At first, it was because I was never home that early in the.