Oh what relief, what respite! I am left with delicious yet unnerving anticipation for my next order, a chance to be in his presence, a moment to bask ...n the lull of his assertive words. In its unequivocalness, I find solace in his command. He has taken away my anxiety, a part of his onerous responsibility. As I enjoy a slow immersion into this world, I have chosen to educate myself about the nature of the relationship I wish to entertain with him. I can imagine him telling me that I am doing. . oh my god..." on top of me. I bent my legs and brought my knees higher... he was big enough to almost be uncomfortable in my unaccustomed body, and I needed to adjust him a little. He started thrusting and poking and making me gasp with the knocks upon my cervical gates. I put one hand on the back of his neck, my other hand on his back, and stopped him... "Bean, please..." I moaned. "Wait a second."He was already breathing so hard, and I was pretty sure I could feel his heart racing. He ran his hand up and down a few times, then told me to lean forward. I did and he wash around my butt hole. I felt his fingers rubbing it,one finger pushed on it. I swatted at his hand, he laughed and asked if anyone tried to stroke me. I blushed and told him me and a boy did years ago. Really, did you like it he asked. A little, I told him. He reached around and grabbed my dick. Again I jumped,slapping his hand. Relax, it's just us here. After thinking about it I moved my hands. He took the. I thought I detected a grimace when Tina sat down but when I asked if she was alright she shrugged and said "I'm fine, just business as usual." I let it pass for now but resolved to find out more as soon as possible.It wasn't long before they blended in like they had always been there. The "Aardvarks" kicked butt as usual, winning 6-1. Tina remarked on the way to the diamond that she always wanted to get involved in sports but her parents wouldn't let her.Connie did too but said the money just.