I maintained pressure and finally it slipped inside the sphincter. The instant it did, urine began to flow into the bag. There wasn't much, not as muc... as I wanted, but I had a remedy for that. I took the syringe filled with water, found the vein for the balloon, pierced it and filled the balloon with the water. I knew it was successful because as I filled it, I saw the catheter being pulled deeper into her as the balloon expanded. I pulled the catheter back until it stopped, sealing it against. At least, that way, I won't end up feeling unhappy, and then feel stupid on top of it, for having tried to go against my own convictions. It isn't worth it, not just to try to act more reasonable with people." Why do you want to avoid Shirley? I don't think any of us understand what your reason is for doing that." It isn't that I want to avoid her. I want to avoid the trouble that not avoiding her would create for me. That isn't the real problem though. The real problem is that Emily and Mama. He asked her if her family's church was nearby and when she said thatshe wasn't from here originally he said that she should be part of herhusband's faith. That it was her duty as a wife. The way he was sayingit made simple sense to her and she didn't see why she hadn't understoodsuch a simple idea before. It would help her with him as well. Once theystarted going to his church he would understand why she felt the need tonot act inappropriately in public anymore. She told the man that shewould. "Wait here,Speedy, Uncle Robert's got somethin' to tell me. I'll be back." But as soon as Stepper joined his uncle, Robert took the boy's hand and held him still. He straightened up and looked down at Stepper sternly. "Stepper, c***d, I got somethin' ta tell ya. This is serious, now. You got to pay attention and you got to mind what I say." "What is it, Uncle Robert?" PART 4C: Robert paused, and began again with a strained voice and face."You chillun cain't be playin' around here together no.