I grab my suitcase, slide my hand in my pocket and, lost in regretful rumination of the previous night, produce a handful of crumpled bills I transfer...to his eagerly waiting hand. His so-far consequentially grumpy face lights up as he notices I'm not making any attempts at getting my change back in the socially agreeable time. He scrams as quickly as possible, muttering something unintelligible under his breath before burning some serious rubber and leaving me standing in a cloud of dust and. But when he kissed her, she forgave him for messing up her life like she had never imagined. And she wasn’t even sure why. She could taste his mouth and it was a strange kind of closeness. Yet, his familiar toothpasty kisses had an odd way of saying ‘I love you’ like no other words. Two years was too soon. ‘We can try new things in bed,’ she had offered, when he didn’t kiss her like that anymore. She went to the lingerie store and bought a few strange things she’d never considered before.. He made up the fire, and then quietly returned to the house and his mother, neither said a single word. Over the next hour she toileted, took a shower, after which he dried her down, then together they opened the clothing bag, he helped her dress, plain white cotton knickers, a white bra, a girdle, tan stockings, a dark blue skirt and finally a frilly blouse. She swept her hair up into a ponytail then put on flat black court type shoes her hands now visibly beginning to shake a little as she. Unhone mujhe ek dhaka lagaya aur bhag ke apne room mein chali gayi aur darwaza band kar liya maine unhe darwaza khol ne ke liye bola.Unhone inkar kar diya tab maine ek liphaphe mein wo cd aur wo nange photos dal ke unke door ke niche se unke room mein phenk di. Unhone use dekha aur samajh gayi ke unke saath dhoka hua ha unhone mujhse pucha ke maine aisa kyuon kiya.Maine bola ki agar aap meri baat nahin manogi to main ise mama ko dikha dunga unhone kaha tum aisa nahin kar sakte. Maine kaha maine.