..... If you don't respect yourself, do you really expect others to respect you? No wonder you're always torn up when you have a break up." Thats all ...e said to me before leaving my room. I was shocked. The words seemed to repeat themselves in my head, sure he thought I was hot but he also thinks I'm a freak. I felt so ashamed my eyes welled up instantly and soon enough I was crying my eyes out into my pillows. I was exhausted but I couldn't sleep, not after that. I just lay there for a while. Actions speak louder than words, but words count, too, and that was the first time she'd anything to hint that she'd wanted me in the same way that I'd wanted her.Toward the end of July, we began bringing in the first of our zucchini, yellow crookneck squash, white summer squash, and string beans. The tomatoes followed in August. The garden-fresh vegetables were delicious, and every meal at which we ate them was a celebration of the day we planted them and the night we made love for the first. She brought with her two glasses of wine, offering me one of them. I pointed out that I do not drink and she simply pouted her lips at me. "I suppose you don't screw of first dates either!" she chided."I would not say that!" I quipped."Well how about another of those sexy kisses?" she asked. I took the two glasses from her and set them down on the desk, before taking her hand and leading her into the small security office behind me. I then took her in my arms and re kissed her, exactly the same. Social, and now public, nudity has always been a way of breaking down social barriers and helping people to see each other as they really are and as God made them and not in the social constructs of all the different dress codes we find ourselves having to artificially conform to in a textile driven world. So if what is going on now helps us all to be more open and honest with each other then I think this Music Retreat at a nudist resort will have achieved something wonderful and way over and.