” He met her evergreen eyes and felt bad for being a terrible friend. “Look, I’m sorry I flaked out on you. There’s a reason why I don’t do ...elationships of any kind… because of this.”Holland quirked an eyebrow at him. “Define ‘this.’ ”“You’re looking at it, sweetheart. Me—everything that I am… one fucked up package.”The sexy vampire rolled her eyes and stood up to undress herself. She stripped down to her panties and glanced at Tristan. “All right, wolf boy, move over and pull back the. She was betting one of them would be daring enough to try something new. Hmmm, maybe Rebecca Doane would consider it. Vickie shuddered as she thought of the pleasure she and Bill would get from the diminutive little blonde. True, Rebecca was shy and reticent, but you know the old saying, ‘still water runs deep’.Funny, Victoria Greer was thinking about Rebecca while Jake was on his way to the Doane house. Melissa told him he was banned from the ranch while they prepared for his party. Jake had. Naked but for a pair of funky rubber flip flops,I stood next to him & ran the shower, I dropped my shorts to reveal a very chubby semi, I noticed him looking, I was in, so I plucked up enough courage to ask him how his excersise was going, he said it went well & that he hadn't been swimming for awhile & wanted to take it easy, I told him he looked pretty good with out working out, he smiled & said he has put on too much fat, I was thinking filthily about me giving him some more 'fat' he then. -Nothing... I'm not scared...-Ok, lets try something different... stand up.She stood, at the the piano, pushing the stool back with her legs.-Not there. I told her, -come into the middle of the room. -What's this all about? She asked.-I'm going to help you like I promised, you need to focus and for that you need to stop searching for the fear... you are constantly checking yourself... you want awareness and control to replace your high alert anxiety.She stood up taller. -I'm not.