Sue and Mercy were holding some funny looking toys and discussing what to take.I asked, "Do you guys think I'm going to break down and you need some b...ckup?"Mercy turned toward me, blushing, "We use these with each other, you know, we like to play with each other, and we were trying to decide which ones will be the most fun to ah, ah, use when we play with Chuck's girls."Sue was grinning her crooked grin, "Perhaps we'll let him watch one time. That'll let him know what we do and why these are. ‘Yes, it would,’ Bernie said. ‘Would what?’ I asked. ‘Tony suggested that I should find a woman and then we wouldn’t have to cook breakfast as well as the other meals,’ he said with a laugh, which broke the ice in the respect of Tony and I being lovers. I think that with Tony having taken hold of my hand helped in this. It also helped that after dinner that night, I had no qualms about saying that I was going to bed and took hold of Tony’s hand to take him with me instead of waiting till. He was even taller than Kurt and he had muscles that could only be the result of years of serious workouts in a gym.All through school Jeremy had hated jocks. They were the source of much of the abuse he had taken and their confident displays of machismo made Jeremy feel inadequate. Instinctively, he felt dislike and fear in front of these two men but when they looked at him with obvious admiration mixed with another expression that he later came to spot in all men as lust, he remembered Jean's. I am the one that needs forgiveness." For whatever it is worth Abie, you have it. Now kiss me again. Annie, Pete and little Abie will be here in a minute."I was sitting by the bed holding Lisa's hand when the door banged open and a little boy came in. "Hi Mom, they haven't taken you away yet. I was hoping to see you one more time. Aunt Annie said God may take you away and look at you. If he doesn't want you yet he will send you back. I hope he doesn't want you 'cause I love you." He crawled.