He is so beautiful diary. He has a white complexion, blue eyes and brown hair, like his father. I haven't heard from Jason since I got the one letter ...ore than 4 months ago. A nurse asked me why I was crying while I held my baby. I told her what Jason had done. She sympathized with me for my heartache. It doesn't matter anymore. I have my son, he will be my happiness.12/31/1980Dear Diary, It's new years eve, and I am at home with my son, I decided to name him Giovanni. This will be our first. We didn't see Diego for a few days. We kept contact by mail and ICQ though. Anna chatted with him about what had happened and they both told each other that they didn't regret it. Anna even hinted about repeating our little party and Diego didn't seem too negative about it ;) He also asked me if it wouldn't change our relationship (me and him) but I ensured him that I had no bad feelings about it and that I felt closer to him as a friend now.Meanwhile the next monday I rushed to have the. As the Hawk shot passed the lead vessel in the pirate fleet her port guns spoke once more. The vessel, already stricken by the Hawk's previous assault shuddered under the pounding that she received. A cannonball smashed into the mizzenmast of the pirate vessel and the shot brought it down in a thundering crash. Men cried out in pain and others shrieked in horror. Then the Hawk was gone again."Bring us about," Pedro shouted to his helmsman once his ship was well free of the other vessels. "Turn. My girlfriend and myself read the stories all the time, and we just love the way various real people write their real stories and fantasies. I am disgusted by the i****t stories and never read them, but since they are clearly marked, I don't care a whole lot about them. I've been thinking of writing one of my own experiences, my first one in fact,but had been just putting it off.Finally, I think I should contribute something back by telling you this true story…This was when I was in ninth.