I sat on the sofa and watched. As Paula pulled away Donna went down and kissed her neck, "I'm not gay" Paula said, "Neither am I" said Donna, and with...that she turned her head towards her and kissed her again, soon they were snogging again. What a turn on!Paula buried her head in Donna's neck and Donna's right hand roamed over Paula's breast. As this went on for a while I announced we should go upstairs. As both girls walked up I followed with the drinks. Donna sat On the bed and pulled Paula. Aaron laughed and said " You are going to be the best bitch ever ". Aaron then pulled out some fake hand cuffs, grabbed both of my wrists and connected them with the cuffs, Aaron then did the exact same thing with my legs. I was helpless and he could do whatever he wanted to me. Aaron quickly turned out the 12 inch vibrator in my ass and then he took his hand and slammed it right onto my left butt cheek. He did them 5 times on each side, I was still crying but not from the dildo because I was. If he had won her or not. He knew he had once, in his time. With a soft smile, he stopped and leaned his forehead against the cool wall. And if a barbarian could win the hand and heart of such a soft woman, the good Lord above knows he has to try again. Closing his eyes, he prayed. He could still feel the crushing weight on his heart that her death had caused him. He could still feel her last kiss on his lips. Slowly a tear slipped from beneath his lashes and ran down his cheek. He would not. Today, as I slip on my heels, I feeldirty, guilty, wrong; like I'm some kind of closet transvestite who'ssneaking into a woman's wardrobe.After packing my things ready to check out, I creep into the hotelrestaurant feeling like I'm freakish, unworthy, disgusting. If ascowling waiter had directed me to some grim corner, with bare benchseats, stained tables and chipped crockery I should have gone, with eyesdown, as though that were all I was due. Instead he smiled, took me to awindow seat where I.