. I'm not ashamed..." I said quietly."It's beautiful, Mom ... I ... I wish I could feel that..."Say it, Kira ... she won't until you tell her..."I can...t!" my daughter said loudly. "How am I supposed to tell her that?" Say it, Kira," I repeated Jackie's thoughts, "please say it..."Tell her what you want, Kira ... she wants that..."I've never ... I've ... I've never been with anyone ... and I want to..." Kira turned towards me, looking to where my neck disappeared below the covers. "I don't know. Over the next couple minutes of fucking, Pam got very animated:"Oh yes, fill my white box with your black cock." Make me your white slut." Drill my ass with that big snake." Pound my cunt with that black hammer."Trent then pulled out and she whined, "Noooooooooooo."She looked up at me, right into my phone and begged, "Shove that black cock in my white cunt. Fuck me in front of my husband like the white slut I am."He slammed back into her once hard."Aaaaaah, fuck," she screamed.For the next few. 00 from our checking account over the next month. I was getting calls from the bank and having to authorize the transfer over of funds from other accounts every couple days to keep the checking account solvent. My MasterCharge bill came in and it totaled another $3,000.00, all charged in a two week period, mostly in New York City. I paid it off and tried to figure out just how far I'd allow her to take it. The money wasn't as important to me as I'd have thought it would be. It hurt, but not so. "Leave Colin alone for a momentand we'll go inside and talk in private." Turning to Colin, he said "Putyour pants back on and clear all the stuff away. Then come back inside." Yes Dad," said Colin.Nick and Ross walked back into the house. "The rental agreement will beready for signing in a couple of days so you can move in at the weekend ifyou want," said Ross."That would be fantastic," said Nick. "And will you share Colin with me?"Ross looked at Nick for a moment and then blurted out "Yes! My.