"Ember?" she turned towards the sound of my voice, but her eyes were unfocused. "Marcus?" she whispered, her hand reaching out searching for my hand a...d finding it. Gasping she pulled me closer, sobbing she began crying out, "Again Marcus, it's happening again, the dreams, oh god the dreams!" I pulled her closer and into my lap putting her back to my chest, her head on my shoulder, our temples touching. "Show me Ember." She didn't have to, I knew the dream by heart, but it seemed to be the only. Mary? Wont you come and sit on my lap? I have something very special for you, the jolly, old elf requested. The blush on Marys cheeks was almost as red as her dress while she made her way to Santa. She didnt know what he had in mind, but if it was to purposely embarrass her, he achieved his goal. She wondered how far he was going to take this mischievous plan. Santa held his hand out, to help Mary sit on his knee. She looked into his eyes and became confused. Nicks eyes were normally a deep. My gaze was quickly adverted when her mother came into the kitchen, grabbed herself a cup of coffee and sat across from me.Shyan was behind her making herself something to eat when I heard a “ting, ting, ting”. She had dropped a spoon and was slowly bending over to pick it up, letting her pajama top hang down and giving me a very nice view of her swollen breasts. Her puffy nipples were starting to turn dark the farther along she got in her pregnancy and it made my cock twitch. I groaned not. ’ I can feel myself blushing a bit, although I’m not sure if it’s embarrassment or defensiveness. His comments strike deeply at my insecurities, hitting all the parts of me that believe the people who said I was too self-absorbed and materialistic to find any kind of enlightenment. Maybe I’m so busy chasing the next high and the next fuck that I really wouldn’t know a real guru if he was staring me in the face after all. He chuckles warmly. ‘This will make it difficult,’ he says. ‘But not.