I made love with another woman, to another woman and had a woman make love to me. Given my background this is, was, monumentous. How do I feel? What d... you think? I feel like something inside of me has been let free, that perhaps something of Estelle’s wonderful outlook on life has rubbed off onto me, if you will excuse the pun. I haven’t turned from men. I am not looking for a relationship with Estelle, a woman or a man at the moment. It is just that something happened last night, it wasn’t. Then I reach out and grab a handful of her hair and pull it back causing her head to jerk up. Looking down into her eyes I said, one more word and the dvd would be sent by email to her husband. Then she could go home and start packing. I saw a tear roll down one cheek and she said, what do you want. I jerk her in and shut the door. Looking at her, I said I have what I wanted. I lean forward and kiss her deep. As I was kissing her, I reach down and began to rub her ass. I stood up and told her. I think I will be there for most of the month, or at least shuttling back and forth. I wish we could get together for a real sit down talk, face to face. Are you guys still planning to attend the grand opening of Mueller's Wheel? Let me know if you are, because then I can plan on some private time for you and me to talk.Affectionately,BrendaKelly filed the letter away. She would have to ask Todd if they were still going to the opening."Damn," she said out loud. "Time seems to be my greatest. My dad said it was all your mothers idea one day she rang me when away with the girls and said she was thinking about sleeping with another man but she didn't want to split up with me cos she loved me but she needed something different after 40 years of marriage so i said as long as it doesn't effect our marriage go for it i had to much to lose to say no. so when she came home she told me she never did anything on holiday she thought about it so much but she didn't want to leave me out so she.