I just still love you, and I wanted you to have the rose, and I wonder ifyou still love me too.If you do, please write back.With love, Your Child,Jude...a.k.a., Judey; a.k.a., Jesse; a.k.a., Sky; a.k.a., Jessie; a.k.a., Skye(They are all me, Mama. And I have to be who they are.)--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Tuesday, May 28th (Night)Hi, MarshaAgain!! I so glad, Mars!!!!!!!! Daddy. I had accepted the Celina part of me and it had been the driver for me to risk everything to help the people. I had accepted the b**st inside me and it had provided me with gifts and talents. So, why wouldn’t I also accept this new thing. I just needed to find out what it was. The old man re-entered the hut. Upon seeing me awake and communicating, he clapped his hands in pleasure and announced, “It is time.” His excitement was overflowing and contagious. Even I felt a stir of wonder for the. I was going to say no, but the thought of all that money, just fordressing up and dancing. I was hooked and they knew it."Ok, but there's no way I can make myself look as good as Suzy made," Isaid to them, "so if you're prepared for a joke look, then I'll do it." Don't worry, we've thought of that," Paul said with a bit of an evil grin"Leo here trained in beauty as well as hairdressing and styling, so he'sgoing to help you get the right look."Oh great I thought to myself, of all the guys in. Should’ t I have been happy to be with him? Hadn’t I enjoyed all the places he had taken me, all the things we had done together? I had a hard time explaining, because he just didn’t seem to understand my need for friendships beyond him. He had friends but they were all what I would have called acquaintances. People you speak to when you see and ask about their families, but other than that you rarely even think of them. Finally, my moods, his inability to understand, and our constant.