M: So, you have never….? F: No, never…you are my first…I wanted you to be my first. M: Julie, stop…please stop….it should not be me…it sho...ld not be me. I am not your lover, I am your… F: But I want you to be my lover! You ARE to be my lover! M: No, I am NOT your lover, I am your… F: But you are Karen’s lover!....and no, it is not different. She is 20, I am 18. M: Julie, don’t cry…please don’t cry. F: Then…let me continue…let me make you happy. M: But I am happy with you! F: But you tell her. Pam was moaning a lot, her juices were flowing fast and she had her first massive orgasm in months. I continued licking her pussy, kissing her ass and fingering her pussy. Pam said enough of foreplay I want your cock in my pussy. I continued licking her and she had another orgasm, even she was surprised at her quick orgasms.I stood up to remove my clothes, Pam jumped on me, practically tore my clothes and grabbed my cock. She sucked it like an ice cream cone. She was playing with my balls,. I said sure. Why not.We sat and she asked a couple questions. Then asked me about my original question as I had mentioned her disclaimer in the voicemail.I explained that somewhere in there, so long ago, was an early trigger for my hidden darkness. That little girl, and I, had suffered such horror and pain at 10 years old. She reassured me that she was much more qualified to deal with victims than perpetrators. Ahhhh, then I realized what she had meant all along.I only broke down a little bit. Even Amber Benson who will be coming in later in this series, I know isn't gay. Even if her character is.Buffy and Willow walked back home from the arcade. Every now and then Willow would look at Buffy with a big smile on her face because she really dig her hairstyle. Willow couldn't find the words to describe it and she knew that there was still tension between them from the whole raising Buffy from the dead. However, it didn't seem to matter right now. Buffy was standing by her during.