.. oh all right, just keep your voice down. Look, you've had feelings, right?" What kind of feelings?" Feelings about being with a man." You mean like...being in love?" Well, sort of, but also feelings about yourself, about making yourself feel good." I don't understand."Miranda sought a means to explain."You've looked at yourself in the mirror when you've been undressed, right?" ... Yeah, so?" Have you ever touched yourself?" Where?" "Do you ever touch your breasts?" ... I did once. They aren't. Told of your behavior including breaking into Miss Jacks hotel room playing with her underwear. I never signed anything I said.Yes you did said Margaret, after my interview with you .If I remember correctly your flippant offhand remark when asked if you understood was. ( That’s cool bring it on.)I was furious I just said ok so what. You wont get any satisfaction out of me you filthy perverts. I will see to that .I will hold back no problem .Unlike Stud Boy I can spunk as much as like, i will. I showed him my stables where I slept, but he was too big to even fit in. Lightning is a very big horse — a real war horse, I think, really fit for a prince.From there, we hurried through the forest following the creek and then the animal trail that Uncle talked about. Lightning covered the ground so fast! As we did, I showed him all the wonderful trees, and we even saw some deer. Lightning chased some of them down, and he was faster than them. I laughed so much — riding Lightning when he is. Of course she knew Rhys would leave when she presented herself like that. She could never have respected him again if he didn’t, but all that meant was that she had succeeded in alienating a decent man and her only companion out here, thoroughly humiliating herself in the process. It wasn’t clear to her why Rhys was so persistent in trying to get involved with her, because all the kind things he had said they still rang hollow to her, but she was sure that bridge was burned now. Maybe, best.