You don’t worry about that.When we reached home, Sudarshan had not yet slept. He lay on the bed, fragile and helpless. I felt pity on him and also f...lt reassured that he is going to be alright now. It was not a sacrifice to loose my chastity but I felt it as my duty. I was his wife and I was ready to go to any extent like Savitri who got her husband back from Yama. I knew it was wrong to have sex with your own son but I was compelled by forces above and greater than me. I had to bow to my fate. " You're not trying to cheat, are you?" No," Ren protested. "We had dinner and then we went to Moore and sat in a study room. I showed her how to do her math. Does not count as a date." It has to count for something, Ren. How do I know you're not trying to influence her while you're doing math ... or, so you say." Yes, so I say." Who's to say what you were doing?" Stuart asked."Scarlet's a nice girl," Ren said. "She needs help with math. She does kinda grow on you..." His cell warbled and he. We slept naked on these still cool mornings. Light came under the partlydrawn shades of white. The cars passed by singly and every so often. Thiswas a small town. This was a town that had survived a harsh cold winter.It had survived for this moment, as day touched earth, as we touched eachother. We were our morning fields, and after we came back to our bed,after the bathroom, we held each other as though we were morning lights.All the ones that had come before and all the ones that had come. ’ Shawn restarted the car. They drove on into the night. As a last gestured Shawn offered, ‘I guess breakfast on the road is out.’ Susan answered, ‘Very astute Einstein. You have a firm grasp of the obvious.’ He grinned. It was a kind of self conscious grin, born of insecurity. Insecurity about himself, what he had to do, what he wanted to do, what he wanted her to do, and what he was afraid she would actually do. He put his arm around her as they drove on. At least he had right now. It was the.