I agreed with him, it such a totally different sexual experience being with a man than it is with a woman. It's a bit dirty, a bit taboo, and neither ...f us wanted to kiss, or cuddle – we just wanted hot sex with a cock!After a short time I also had to push him off so not too cum, just wanted it to last as long as possible, so we then paused for a while, laying on the bed in a 69 position we chatting a bit and played with each others cock. Dave then got up and started sucking me again, I pulled. All the arousal had gone out of me, and I just saw the things societal norms made me feel I should be ashamed of. I almost cried, but didn't. I got up, went to the toilet, drank some water and then curled up on my side of the bed, reclaiming my share of the covers. It was over, I thought, I just needed to get through the night, shower, go home, and forget this ever happened...*But it was not quite over.I was having a bizarre dream. Although I don't remember the details, there were many hands,. That guy should be cooking at the Ritz," John laughed."I just don't know where you put it, Johnny. You eat like a horse and yet you don't gain any weight. I know a few women who would kill to know your secret," Pat said."It's no secret, sweetie. I do a lot of walking and jogging. I've been doing that for awhile now and it's gotten to be habit. It helps mentally and it's good physically. You can tell those women to get up off their duff and become active. Look at you, Pat. You're trim. Your. Let all these prejudiced people call him a monster. Or a cruel and selfish bastard.He knew better.He had seen too many tired, bitter women enter his premises. Women unhappy with their lives, their imperfections, their boredom and stress. He had seen how they despaired of the impossible role modern society demanded of them. To be perfect mothers and successful business-women. To be emancipated, yet sweet and caring. To be whores and saints.He had taken their despair and molded it into eternal.