I didn't know why at the time, but I wanted to cheer her up so I said I'd buy her a coffee. As we reached the door she almost stumbled and held on to ...he door post for a second. As she looked at me I noticed how pale her face was. The standing poses obviously hadn't helped her. I put my arm around her thin waist and looked straight into her wide eyes."When did you last eat?" I asked.She looked embarrassed at the question but I think its suddenness made her answer truthfully. "Dinnertime. She was getting practice at deflecting questions with non-answers, something Ben had mentioned to her in her last letter from him. Sandy had sent a letter, too, from Fort Sam Houston, saying she was on her way back to Arizona, and laughing about the impromptu Spanish lessons Lenore and her family had given Sandy while driving to California a few months back. She'd told the TA (who had asked what she'd be doing while she was away from his class) that she was still on active duty, and had a. ’ To my shame, I was asking her to be discreet and, a little mendacious. I was not asking her not to take such liberties, because I simply could not bear to do so. By now I was as intoxicated by her as she evidently was by me. It is surprising how quickly our physical contact intensified, and how soon we became too insulated in our own self-conceit to worry about proprieties. We would kiss and fondle each other whilst alone, and even when her sisters were present, Miss Amelia’s hand would. But then two years after that Susan was pregnant again, this time not planned or expected. We thought two children were enough and I had been using condoms when we thought Susan was fertile. But as we all know, things can get carried away sometimes and accidents happen. During Susan’s pregnancies she was even hornier than ever. But during her eighth month I had a large project I was working on and due to weather and some other factors we had fallen behind on our deadline. So I was pulling 12-14.