Again, I could only just feel it. She left me for a while, thencame back with a collection of surgical instruments and some devices Ididn't recognise....With the assistance of the nurse, she began her work.As she did so, she kept up a running commentary, evidently wanting me tounderstand exactly what was being done to me. I heard the words, but atthe time didn't really process them in my zoned-out state. It was onlylater that the full horror of what she was saying sank in. Had I realisedat the. (Bastard never complained when I was indecent in bed). She withdrew her head from the sink and let the throbbing in her head subside as she took deep breathes and opened the fridge for a gallon jug of water. She forced herself to drink it. She staggered back to her bed and lay there looking at the ceiling, feeling the throbbing in her head subside somewhat. She checked her phone and found a flood of voice mails and texts from her girl-friends asking where she was and if she was alright; there. Linda had the tent mounted to its bed. Bonzz said that I could be more comfortable in my own bed and she could take better care of me and not delay our quest. So it was decided we would leave the next morning. Not an hour had passed when I started going stir crazy I knew I had to make some alterations to my tent. I converted the side panels and the rear of the tent (which mounted on the wagon was the front) Into clear windows of one way glass I could see out but no one could see in.I also put. My dreams involved Caleb, his voice, his smell, his kiss. I felt him all over it was so intense then I heard a distant alarm, getting slowly louder bringing me back to my bed alone. I rolled over to see Caleb, but his picture had gone, I panicked searching around, my relief found it on the pillow next to me. I wondered for a few minutes whether I had moved it or he had, but smiled and made my way to the bathroom, I had to shower my taxi wasn’t going to be long. I removed my knickers and.