But ... but," Andrea stammered, "Timothy Leary's dead."Junior and David both said, "Oh no. He's on the outside looking in." They looked expectantly at...Andy. She was stunned.Tim grinned and laughed. "I hear that a lot around here. But it's true ... I'm on the outside of life looking in. I find the human race to be weird beyond belief. Let's see your watch. I'll show you mine if you show me yours." Now, that's a proposition I haven't heard since I was seven," Andie sort of chuckled."Did you?". When it went in he pushed until he was all the way in.“You don’t need instructions on how to fuck. Just do what comes naturally. Just do it. Fuck me.”He didn’t start slow as I thought he would. I imagined he’d want to go in and out experiencing the thrill, but he didn’t. He started right in, fucking in and out with abandon, but after what I’d said, I didn’t want to tell him differently.Here I was, a thirty-seven-year-old man being fucked for the first time by a beautiful seventeen-year-old boy.. A sign outside the gate announced "Operation Lifeline Sudan," the name the UN gave the operation of which I would be a part. The driver parked in front of a thatched roof building with open sides.We walked into the building. A bulletin board at the entrance posted news and announcements. Under the roof was a reception desk and a cafeteria with steam tables and metal trays and wicker tables and chairs scattered around a cement floor. A book shelf in one corner was crowded with well-worn. I cautiously asked Will if he was serious about helping me out in my exploration of gay dating and he affirmed he absolutely was. I told him I wasn't sure what kind of help I needed but that I needed something. Then he asked a very odd question: what my biggest unfulfilled fantasy was. I laughed it off at first, and then, sort of flippantly, said, "I guess a big orgy with me at the center. Isn't that every gay man's fantasy?"Will laughed as well. I was a little surprised at myself for having.