The blend smelled gorgeous and sexy, and by this time we were both comfortable with each other. I guided her through a breathing meditation to help us...synchronise and connect, by placing our hand on each other's heart. My heart was racing at first, but it soon calmed until we felt ready to embark on our intimate journey.We slowly got undressed in front of each other. We managed to be colour matched by coincidence. She wore a black top, black leggings and matching black underwear. I had prepared. When she was done telling me about herself she said, "I can see that you are in some kind of pain. If you want to talk about it I am an excellent listener, and if you don't that's okay too."For the next half hour we made small talk. I found her to be as good a listener as she said and before long I was telling her about everything that had happened between Carrie and me over the last few weeks.When I was done Julie said, "What you have to do now is decide if you still love Carrie enough to try. The barn door opened Lauchlan looked to see Gabby standing there, he smiled said ” just waiting for Belle to come back we been playing a game” Gabby grinned replied ” no your not Belle told us what you did you killed 5 people and kidnapped her but she got free and tied you up” Lauchlan smiled ” said she is joking” Gabby retorted ” no she aint she also told us you got a massive cock I want to see for myself” she went knelt in front of Lauchlan and started to undo his trousers, Lauchlan told her. Don't leave." Like I was really going anywhere without her. As we began to see each other over the next few months, three things became clear: We were better as friends than as a couple, the sex was athletic and inspiring, and - as I said before - whenever we competed, we competed to the death. And you need to know that to know this: _____________________ "Have you ever been a selfish lover?" We were sitting at a downtown bar drinking Manhattans. It was a Tuesday evening and each of us had.