. ... And true, your inclusion was mainly because of the power and influence of your late father, whose business you have run into the ground, but as...a part of that circle, you saw The Society's power and influence. We could have helped you.... we could have protected you.... we could have saved you... if you had just acted like a true Mistress." If you had confessed your crimes to The Inner Circle, we would have protected you from 'them.' You would have lost your place on the inner. “The car can be fixed. But I don’t know if we can ever fix the fact that you lied to me. My own son ... my own son lied to me.”By that point I would have given anything if Dad just took off his belt and beat the shit out of me.He didn’t. He just looked at me, shook his head and walked off.THAT hurt worse than any beating ever could have hurt.For the next almost two weeks, Dad just ignored me. He would say “Good Morning,” in the morning, and “Good afternoon or Good Evening,” when he came home,. She was always beautiful & today she wore a saree she is not married, she is very slim with firm teets,size of a big size orange trying to close her belly,so I went and sat in her chair & asked her for a glass of water my throte dry after we drank waterI pulled her on to my lap she sat on me & I held her tight ,kissed her neck & at same time put my hand on her exposed belly between the saree& blouse she immediately gave jerk & her whole skin became rough & the hair on her body stood straight I. I loved my female looks and clothing and friends but I still fanciedwomen more than men even if I was one of the women I fancied. Thedoctor pointed out I could always become a lesbian or that my feelingson the subject might yet change in time after hormone treatment. Shepointed out that after 3 months treatment there would be no going back. So my journey continued.Under this new regime my breasts got larger, my hips widened and my skinsoftened. My hair thickened and what was left of my penis.