While the ménage à trois was incredibly exciting and an experience I'd treasure forever, it wasn't the way I envisioned my first time with her.Well,...it was too late to change that, but shortly after Denise left my apartment, I took Anita by the hand and led her back to my bed. We spent much of the day making love the way lovers make love; sweetly, softly, gently, and bound up with mutual adoration.The graduating P-school class was well into their celebration when I walked through the door of El. Her sweater fell at their feet, and he immediately pulled her close so he could reach behind her back to unhook the clasp of her bra. As soon as it went slack, he tugged the strap off her right shoulder. She slipped her arm out of it, allowing him to bare her breasts when he pulled down the strap from her other shoulder.Her bra hadn’t even hit the floor before he cupped both heavy globes in his hands, drawing a whimper from her. There was no sign that he cared about gravity taking its toll on. Megan hugged me as she said, ”Thank you mom, and sorry I ruined our lovemaking it won't happen again.”Megan went to her bedroom as I sat at the edge of the bed crying. My daughter was broken I knew for sure now. At first, I blamed Keith then I blamed myself for not being there for her. I also wondered if she was getting the help she really needed. I knew nothing about Danny’s girlfriend her shrink named Beth. For the first time in many months, I felt as if I needed a drink.I fought that urge. There is that sweet line where ignoring your desires makes it so much better, but we were both well past that. A week without an orgasm is amazing, your dick so hard it’s close to bursting even from the friction of walking, then I might be able to jerk off to go for another week without a real woman but if I don’t get sex by the second week my mind takes seriously dark turns. I get cranky, suspects look dangerously similar to punching bags and the shit I have to put up with all day everyday is.