You said what you felt, but I am unable to gather strength to tell you about my feeling.Me: What??Sonam: I too have a crush you Pankaj.My eyes got wid...ned as soon as I heard the words, and could not believe what she was sayingSonam: Why do you think I came to you for help with the code?I smiled and touched her hands, she didn’t move them away and that gave me courage. We had our breakfast holding hands and talked about each other.From that day onwards, we were always together, if, on our seats,. In the past, we had experimented with some anal play, with me initiating most of the contact on her. Fortunately for me, her hands also had wandered a few times in the shower together. Nevertheless, this was the extent of our pushing the boundaries from that perspective. I always had been hoping to take the next step, but feared how some of my fantasies would resonate in her mind. To my surprise, one fateful day answered all of my questions. It started like any other Saturday afternoon of. In some strange way, I think Dennis knew what I was going through. He also knew the why of how I was reacting, I sure didn’t. I only saw him for a couple of minutes, late in that hospital stay. Everyone else had fled long before, and the nurses came by only when they had to. Hell, I even chased Cat out whenever she came. So when Dennis walked in, I just watched him in shock. He held his hand out for me to shake. Because of the restraints, I couldn’t. Nevertheless, he reached for my hand and. Jim continues to read and Cathy continues to watch her TV shows. Around eleven o’clock Jim’s eyes start burning from the reading and he goes to the master bathroom for eye drops. He decides to shave and get ready for bed. He puts on his pajamas then remembers he had not given Cathy her customary good night hug. When he returns to the den the TV is off and Cathy is nowhere to be found. He can hear her stomping around upstairs. He feels certain she is upset about the absence of the good night.