And be faithful to me,” Bonnie stammered.“As you’ve been completely faithful to me?” Ryan confronted.“Well, I ... I ... you’re supposed to...be a gentleman and loyal, and forgive me if I do wrong. Two wrongs don’t... ,” Bonnie started to say, but Ryan cut her off.“Don’t even say it, Bonnie. You’re not helping yourself with that bullshit. Two wrongs may or may not make a right, but walking out on a cheating, vain, shallow hypocrite is no wrong in the first place, nor is paying back an adulteress. .. oh, my gosh, daddy. Come read over my shoulder."I lay in bed trying to turn my mind off so I could get to sleep, but not being successful. If I could have written life's script, this is not how it would go.Here I was, a 51 year old man, finally having sold my self-made machine shop and its two patents for enough money to retire at an early age... and no wife to share my retirement with. Melissa, my college sweetheart and wife of fifteen years, had died of cancer when our daughters were 13. I was rubbing her waist inside her t-shirt to give her extra pleasure. Then I moved my up towards her boobs and started pressing them while kissing on the neck. Then I unhooked her bra and took off her top n bra together. Then I started fondling her boobs and licking and sucking her boobs. There was milk coming out of it. I sucked as much as possible. I pressed them soft and nice but I was wild with my mouth. I kept doing it for 10-15 mins so well that she had one orgasm just by it. Then she. Now I got between her legs and positioned myself as my tool was rock hard. I placed the tip on her hole lips and pushed, it slipped the first time, I urged Neeru to guide it on her hole, she obliged and held my tool and placed it on her hole lips again. Now I pushed and the tip went in, she cried out in pain Nooooooo bahar nikalo bahar nikalo (take it out). I grabbed her shoulder and pushed harder, she tried to clutch my shoulder and push me off, but I held on, I pulled out till the tip and.