I ran out side and she was nowhere to be found. Katie asked what was wrong. I told her. “I love you uncle Dale, but that was probably for the best.�...� She said pulling me back in the store. I felt sick. My chest felt like it was caving in. We finished with no sign of Lindsey or her aunt. The rest of the night was a blur. The only thing on my mind was the hurt I saw in her eyes. I had no way to contact her other than show up at her house but Katie stopped me. I didn’t sleep a wink that night. When. I slowly grabbed the massive member and will never forget the way it felt. I was surprised by how soft yet rigid the old man John's cock felt. I slowly jacked the massive cock in my hand when I heard Walt say, "that's a good little boy, suck my little brother's cock." I was in shock, not only was I having my first gay act, but none the less with a couple of brothers old enough to be my grandfather. I was weirdly turned on again, but not like before, this time it was a mental high, I felt. There was only one cure for what was hurting me so badly. I had to tell the truth finally. I had to tell my parents. And I had to do it alone, although I could have had David there or Father McDougal, certainly. But no, this had to be all mine. This moment of ultimate cleansing, my absolution, I hoped."Mom..." I smiled at her and she smiled back, uncertain why we were sitting so quietly in the living room. "Daddy..." I smiled at him too, sitting on the sofa, but he was only looking at me,. “That’s it then, the end.” Following another yawn, she asked, “Did she fly to him?”“No.”“Why am I unsurprised? No passport?”“Correct. Just in case we’d made a mistake we checked the passenger lists for Boston and New York. She didn’t leave England.”“She has to be somewhere.”“There was no reason for her to leave her home, although just in case, we checked the usual places. There was no-one remotely like her. She’s disappeared.”Pat rose and helped herself to another drink. “This has to be my.